SERENDIPITY

Outside of my bedroom, I usually find myself having a lot of thoughts haunting me about how people would think about me - the way i dress, the way i act and who am i to people. If you know me for a long time, you would know that i used to be a quiet and shy little girl that nobody seems to notice. I always have a mini anxiety attack when I'm in a crowded place. You can say I am the total opposite from who am I today. However, deep down inside I am still that little girl I used to be - it's just that I chose to be the 'fun' person in front of people but that doesn't help in my self confidence at all because I know that person I act to be on the outside is not the person I truly am. Sometimes, I feel like I'm trying too hard . That's why I get depressed quite often because I over think about how others would feel about me. I am scared that I am not being the person they want me to be. I was reading a few books on real life stories about people who

Have you ever randomly stop and thought what a random stranger is doing or facing in their life right now? Or am I the only weird plus creepy one here? Hmm. This week I've been thinking a lot about things like this - what the people staying opposite of my house is doing (okay, not in the weird way tho) or even what is a student from the class next door is going through. Reason being, I always see them having the biggest smile on their face or sometimes the saddest frown. It makes me wonder about everything a human can be facing in life. Whether its getting an excellent results in the final year exam or someone beloved has passed away. There's millions (or even billions) of possibilities of things and situation that can be happening in someone's life right now and it only takes one person to do something to make a person smile for the entire week or at least one second. It could just be a smile from a random person and it could make my entire day. I recently starte

Last weekend was a longgg weekend for us Malaysians (yayyy!) so my family and I decided to go for a half day trip (mostly just to eat) at Muar! Honestly, when my dad suggested to go to Muar, I was like ehhhhh cause it's a really shmall town and I've no idea what to do there. Since both of my parents had went there a couple of times before, we thought that we dont have to do any research about the cute little town of Muar. Muar is a very small town that you can cover less than a day - so we went with the flow and let me tell you, it was the best decision ever!! We didn't felt stressed nor panicked at all. We felt very calming a relaxing. Okay, before i continue to go on and on with no direction, lemme tell you what we did! 1. RAWR! - DINO PARK     We reached Muar at around 9am. We kinda took the wrong turning to the town area so we ended up going to the Dinosaur Park! We were the first family to arrive there. Honestly, it took only about 10 minutes to see everything t

Ayee! Hello internet. I've been really inspired to start a blog of my own ever since I've read so many blogs and seen how much positivity they gave me. I want to make this blog to as a platform to post my photos and also to share some of my thoughts that are constantly running on my mind. Hope you like it even some may dont make any sense! Hahahahahaha. Chau! PS: I'm so sorry for all the bad grammars. I'm just a girl with a laptop and a lot of spelling/grammar errors. x, M.